Tuesday, October 28, 2008

Why am I here...?

About a month ago I visited a card reader, or Tarot Card reader... and man she was good! My co-worker made my appointment for me and she came with me and sat in on the session... sceptical and afraid of forgetting any details, I wanted her there with me... plus we have no secrets, so whatever the lady was gonna say would not be of any surprise to her!

We arrived at her door, a couple of minutes early and she welcomed us into our home... nice lady, little, soft spoken... very happy to see us both! I sat at her reading table and held some stones for a minute or two... I then placed them in the dish near her... Right away she said that I had a strong aura... that I was very psychic myself... but I hadn't developed it yet...

She shuffled a deck of cards, and I did the same afterwards... placed them on the table with my left hand and she began... Her accuracy was amazing! She spoke of my failed marriage, my ex-husband, my depression, my son... everything in my life... and in very precise detail!

At onepoint she spoke about my las relationship and wy it would have never worked between us... you see, according to her reading, my ex doesn't know how to love... he doesn't love himself, and therefore could never love another... not even his own child... not truly love him... And you see... my purpose in this world is to teach... I am a teacher... and I was with him to try to teach him to love... I had spent the last 8 years of my life trying to teach him this, first by loving himself, then me, then by giving him a son... but unfortunately, he did not want to learn...

So... if I am a teacher... what else am I trying to teach people by being in their lives... Am I teaching my workoholic friend to live again, and have fun, play and laugh? Am I teaching my not so compassionate friend to have some feelings, to treat her friends with respect? Am I teaching my depressed friend that she is worth "that and so much more"!!!??

Why am I here??? And what can I teach you?

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